>2nd part

i'm not sure if this is the right place for this but i hope you see it eitherway, or someone who still knows you. it's been a few years since we last spoke, we were glued to the hip as kids. everyone thought we were twins by how unbelievably similar we looked, both of us had black forest hair, deep deafening eyes that everyone was scared of, you had a mole on your left cheek and i have one on my lip. i told you it was from where i used to kiss you in our past life. you were my safety blanket all throughout middle school, while everyone called me ugly, boyish, while i felt puberty was ravaging my body, i would simply look to you and see how all my own features were so beautiful on you. i felt beautiful again. you left to thailand the summer before our freshman year and i never saw you again. i'm 20 years old now and so are you. i'm still looking for something to do. i feel empty without you, like i have nothing to reflect upon, no tangible view of my own self. please contact me if you see this, it would mean the world if we could reconnect.

I've been trying to find my friend from middle school for over a year now. We stopped talking before high school after I moved away to Thailand. I'm back in my hometown now for college and I've been thinking about my childhood friend non-stop. I asked around everyone I could who knew us at that time and still lived here. I even went to her old address and found her mom who thankfully still lived there. Unfortunately they had a falling out and she told me my friend has not contacted her in two years and thus has no idea where she is now. I looked around on Facebook, nothing. Does anyone have any advice on reconnecting with someone from long past?